aSTi

2006-03-02T10:37:00.000-08:00

i dont think this will be continue. Bye bye bloggers ! add me if u wanna talk me. birthdaymassacre30@hotmail.com or ray_nezz@yahoo.com BYEEEEE my blog and bloggers hahah xp oh well.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oh ya Im still gona come to your blogs sometimes okay ? :P

2006-02-24T02:45:00.000-08:00

forget my last blog. blah blah blah -_- i have no time taking care of this blog and... the other one. So.. oh well.. only this blog is currently on use.

"we can not gain anything without sacrifice something. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is Alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange."
hah ? still remember that ^_^ FULL METAL ALCHEMIST...hehehhehe. its a really good anime and you should watch their episodes ;) ( Movie included hehehhe )

yay! school off on sunday and monday.. HAPPY \(ToT)/ but whats the point of giving holidays if there are so many homeworks to do ? ufff!

2006-02-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

yey ! i got another blog but its in indonesian. http://anananatama.blogspot.com forgive me for that long name. But i lovee it. :D the best name i've ever had. -_-' what the heck. heheheheh. okayy.. dont forget to visit ! and i will update it as often as I can as well. =D

2006-02-18T06:28:00.000-08:00

Wakakkakak damn it. I was tricked by my friend ! hahahahah she was making fun of me ! I meant like.. She had a revenge because I was kidding with her. hahhaheha damn her. xD I was crying like in a whole day only because of her. SAY LOL ! oh well, I'm planning to make another blog hehehe. what the fuck ?! im addicted to blog. Errrr hell no.
I am interested in vector thingy and im so desperate about digital painting. Anybody willing to teach me ? eyyy but I dont have Macromedia Freehand. I lost the CD ! ahhhh I forgot where I DID put the CD. All I know is.. I only found the cover of the CD. =_= im a jackass. I am an ass. Where's the cd ?????? yehh I am a careless about my stuff. I care about them but, me like... "uff... whatever" until i lost em. blah blah blah.

Oh yaaaa I am sooo happy ! now, I have 2 skirts.. hahahahahah !! I got this pretty skirt from Terranova and me was so picky in picking stuff.. "ahhh I wanna buy this and I have plenty of money. but..... arhh whats this ? need to save money." so I only bought 1 pretty skirt. XD and "HALF" of my money I gave it to my dad. wkakakkak. What a fun day it was.. x)
Awww I wanna go to Indonesia. I wanna meet my friends and I wanna go SHOPPING. huahuahuahuaua. Shopping shopping... Oh yaa people please remaind me that there's nothing in my wallet XD hahahhahah !

Am so, I got this new computer because the last was sooo slow and old. haha yay ! i got the new one and FAST ! no lagging. yeehh because its new. -_-' wahahah so happy but the sad thing is.. I forgot to store my things from my old computer to the new one. but im lazy. err nevermind.

Got 3 homeworks waiting. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-02-13T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hey sorry for you guys I can't visit your blogs that often because im getting even more busy than before. GOD ! T_T and i have a problem with a friend of mine. I am really feeling guilty for her. Perhaps she would not visit my blog because probably she hates me so much. Oh no I really feel guilty. I made that best mistake i've ever had. god. Why am I so stupid ? why am I that idiot ? I hurt her feeling. Oh well.. I was just joking about that thing. I did NOT mean it. i never thought she would feel it so deep until she cried. After I told my joke.. she's mad at me like hell! holy crap! amm.. even though she didn't show her anger but I can feel how she hurted because of me, who was her best friend. She does not want to trust me anymore. She does not want me to be her best friend any longer. It means.. We are gonna be just friends.. not best friends. I still can trust her but she can't trust me. I hate myself for being such an idiot ass. uffffff...... I can't stop crying and scratching my hand and blaming myself ! OH I FEEL GREAT ! those kind of things make me feel kinda okay but I can still feel the pain. Why am i so mean to her !? she is like.. uff... she can understand me ! she did care about me but... I was ruining it! what the fuckkkkk. Yeh, but it's over nothing else I can do except those three things which can make me feel kinda okay. aaaaaaaaaaa I know it's my fault ! fine blame me !

Weeee..... tomorrow is valentine day! tee-heee I am gonna give nothing for everyone. (say LOL!) I don't know. I have this bad feeling I can't feel happiness lah. Oh well, but what's so special about valentine day ? we can show our love to everyone everyday right ? Why there are valentine days which always be on 14th February ? why not everyday ?

oh yeh, I have science test AHOY. got a problem and got lots of homeworks to do and finally.. got a test ? wew cool.

2006-02-02T03:18:00.000-08:00

Im so awfully freaky about Full Metal Alchemist! The anime is so hella good!I love it! My friend has all of its episodes. There are 51 episodes. so cool yah but its such a pity story! ='( I wont tell you why .. Just watch its episodes yourselves. My teacher is gonna be teaching Germany language and I am still considering if I will join it or not yah I feel kinda lazy. But there is so many people who already joined the club. oh ya I am really interested in photography right now. My imagination is working properly now hehehe or its only because I got an idea.. err... yah nevermind. My maths teacher was Mr.Green. I like him better than Mr.Derakhsan. heh ? yah because Mr.Derakshan is like so strict and We cant even laugh in his class and Mr green is so nice hahahahaha.

2006-01-30T03:28:00.000-08:00

I ran for 3 laps around for 5:45 minutes ahahahah not really good enough but its better than last week.. ( last week my time was 5:55 !) 10 seconds gaps X). Oh well, yesterday PE was badmintoon it was fun. =P me love badmintoon. Oh ya right now I am reading a book called The Time Wreccas. Its really good big book. xP yah I think the thickness almost like eragon ? well.. and I have to finish that book in 2 weeks and I have to write informaton about it !! NO WAY omg. T_T I am feeling lazy.

YAY ! I can watch Full Metal Alchemist ! a friend of mine has it and he let me to borrow his. aw, FMA is such a nice anime.

I feel really warm today. Actually the others feel cold. But.. today, there was PE at school and we were outside and my body started to tremble than the others hehehe. And after running, I feel really hot. not hot as in hot but hot as in hot. heh ?yah and we did sprint for 60 metres. ah... my time was 10:65 seconds! o_O garh. I didnt do my best. Next time I will try as quick as I can ! hope so! :D:D er.. suddenly I love running ? why ? o-O

2006-01-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is school. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa more homework and more work. Yoy I change my mind I dont wanna be interior designer but I wanna be interior architect wooohooy and I still have no idea which college or university I should go to. - I too care about it like I have to choose a college for next year. Still 3 years ahead but like do I care? I just prepare "good future" for me. - I guess I am gonna choose ICT,DT-resistan material,business studies,and ART. good choices uh? yoy My dad doesn't want me to choose university in australia or america or the others he wants me to go to indonesia or malaysia. Noooooooooooo. Indonesia is noo and malaysia is kinda yes but I dont want to.

2006-01-14T04:22:00.000-08:00

yay i have watched narnia 2 days ago and it was sooo cool but not as cool as the lord of the ring hehehe. =) the lord of the ring is much much better but narnia is the coolest movie after the lord of the ring gyahahahahha. still wanna watch the myth. I think its good too errr nevermind. yay i know what i wanna be ! interior designer yohow. I think im gonna take ict,dt, either business studies or geography, art. Im lookin for college or university in Australia xP I change my mind I dont wanna school in America hahahahaha. Oh well, I love visiting Home Center, Home are us, or somewhere else because its fun! bwahahhaha and i love designing because im kinda a dreamer. arghhh on Monday school will start what the heck and I just remember about the exams thing blahahhahaah I need to work harder.
Yesterday I went to sealine and it was fun. Why do people like to ride quad bike? I dont like it but I like to see people ride it hahah. Everybody says its fun but not in my opinion. Am I that weird? oh ya do we back to school on week 1 or week 2?

2006-01-09T00:45:00.000-08:00

ah today is Monday I just realize about that haha I am being a silly ass. Long holiday isn't it? phew, so sad i just waste my time in front of computer all the day and watch bleach or download anything or learn effects on photoshop haha this is so dramatic huh but it is not boring at all and it's really astonished me bloohooo. I have a list of movies that I really want to watch desperately:
1) Narnia << can't wait when is it gonna release in Qatar? people say it's very good, two thumbs up!
2) Kingdom of Heaven << tee hee! remind me of the best movie I've ever watch ! The Lord of the Ring!
3) Charlie and Chocolate Factory << I love chocolate. I just wanna make myself slobber. oh my god I think I left my chocolate in my refrigerator for days. phew.. I will finish it now and i wont let anyone grab my chocolate hahahahha -_-' so stingy :D:D
Hmm... Let me tell you something. My cat founded 2 days ago. It founded near al wahah. someone gave it back around 11 pm lol my parents were sleeping and I was about to sleep and suddenly my brother said there was someone and my bro was afraid to open the door and then I told him that better if he asked my dad. okay, then my dad opened the door and taaraaaaa a boy i dont know who he was hehe gave back my cat and said it founded around al wahah. idiot cat. xP
oh well this is so distressing I better end my post for today. byebye.

2006-01-06T10:09:00.000-08:00

Yay! I had watch King Kong already. yeaah, it was good nice nice nice welldone welldone welldone! i like it. =D maybe, you should watch that. Come on it is not that boring - for me - hahaha. Its kinda sad =] at the end I admit I cried a little, just "a little" not much.
Oh yaaa I am on 19th episode. lol still far away from tasya hehe who cares. just enjoy it - like what LUNNA says ;D -

2006-01-04T04:08:00.000-08:00

aaaaa. two friends of mine are sick. =\ I wish they get better soon.
Well, I'm trying to make wallpaper. Damn hard for me because I have lack of imagination right now. T^T oh yaaaa but I got an idea for my deviantart yay but I guess it is not that good as always. I really wanna watch Narnia and King Kong. I hope there is Narnia today because my parents, my bro and I are gonna watch King Kong if there is no narnia. Oh well, but I think Narnia is much better,isn't it ? ya.. my friends said so.

2006-01-03T02:05:00.000-08:00

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2006-01-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

bubu-chacha bubu-chacha. hwaaaahahahahhaa. why do I still remember that? =P

2006-01-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

I came back from holiday 2 days ago. Hehehehhehe. Well, it was great. I went to Abu dhabi, Dubai, and Oman. Wow. what a nice holiday it was. I went by car. It was kinda tireding though its nice! oh yes, i actually dont really like Dubai because its too crowded almost like jakarta indonesia. Well, but there is something suprising me. you know what ? there are lots of construction at the same time. I mean like.. building more than 10 buildings AT ThE SAmE TIME... how could ?! hahaha. I never seen that kind of thing before so yaah. =\ because its not happening in Jakarta is it ? yeaa i dont really know about that because i go to indo when i go to indo. - wot ?! - i went to Ski Dubai ! Errr... i could touch snow at least. Well, fake snow because its not originally made by weather. But it looks like the real one for me. yeaa. Dubai should make the place for skiing bigger hehehhee. Mmm but actually thats kinda enough space. okay whatever. I like Abu Dhabi a lot! Abu Dhabi is great place I swear! Its soo beautiful. Lots of fountain. hehe. =P OH yesss!! almost forgot!! its totally freaking me out! It is not fair! i havent seen anime DVDs in Qatar but there is plenty of them in Abu Dhabi. AAAA. I was like OMG! how can !? really not fair. I was really shocked aaaaaa. Its originaaal. Its DVD. wAaaaaa. Good anime too. But it was lyk sheeet i forgot to bring my money I left it at home. I wanted to beg to my dad but I was afraid yah coz it costs kinda expensive. 1 pack ( 5 dvds or less or more i dont know depends on what ) costs about DR.200 or QR maybe. 200xRp2500=count by urself.
hoAaaaaAa. T_T I really want to buy. ahhh that is what fate says. But IF I bring my money maybe it could be on my hand right now! ARGH! stupid me. I thought there is nothing to buy except for souvenir - that i thought I can buy souvenir with my dad's or my mom's money hehe -. Poor me. Still regret this. I sweaaar. Okay talk about Oman. I went to Muscat first it was interesting. There is a lot of mountain although its mountains not the greeny one but the stone thing its still cool. Like Oman a lot. Nice experience i got from there. I went to wadi called.. er... which i forgot the name is because its hard and a bit long to memorize. - Its in arabic name ehehehe. thats why a little hard to remember - Yah I hope you all know what wadi is. Wadi is like a stream in dessert. I found wadi which is "full of water" in there so we can swim and sooo nice. The water is blue-green colour ( NOT because of moss or algae or something like that!Its really clean !! cleaan cleaan ! ) wahahhahaa. I took some pictures if you wanna see you should check out my deviant art. Oh yaaa i forgot to put it in. sorry. Maybe soon okay. But i put the pictures of Abu Dhabi already http://anananatama.deviantart.com I am not great or excellent photographer I am a noob. hohoho. I just like photgraphy and actually try hard to make it good. I admire Miftahur Rizka ( usually I call her "kak ika") I swear her photos are soo good !! http://frixin.deviantart.com trust me soo nice. Oh yaa.. continue to the story. However, I know my holiday was great but beside that i miss my friends like crazy. aaaaa I miss u all. hahahahahaa. xPP oh yaa.. I just confussed about this thingy. Which one is true... Saudi Arab or Arab Saudi or its all same or you dont care at all? blah I dont really care at all btw. why am I asking this question?